
Well, after living here three months I think some culture shock things are finally hitting me. It's not that I'm lonely so much. He's really answered my requests in that area and I feel like I've connected with different groups of people, whether they are brothers and sisters, expats, or people in my community - that end of things has been great. It's really the little things that are getting to me now. Maybe it's because it's hotter now or lack of sleep. Or maybe I should just call a spade a spade and admit, "Hey! I'm in culture shock!" I guess I can only suppress my feelings for so long. Haha.
I don't feel that He's abandoned me by any means. He is answering specific requests everyday which is awesome to see. I've been meditating on this verse for the past three weeks:
Jms. 1:5-6
If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask G.d, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given him. But when he asks he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the sea.
I've recently realized that for some time now, maybe ever since I first knew Him, I've been that "wave of the sea". Sometimes I believed that maybe He would do it, but that's not what the word tells us to do - it's not a "sometimes" type situation! I wasn't truly believing with all that I am that He would do it every time. So this week I came to a breaking point where I was asking some very specific and mighty requests of Him confident that he would do it ...and He did. One morning last week, I had a long auto-ride ahead of me to go to meeting in another part of the city and I had pr.yed that I would have a chance to share with someone that day. Wouldn't you know it that my auto-driver was a J. Witness and he started sharing with me first. I brought the Word with me that day, so we were discussing the scriptures for close to an hour. It was actually somewhat of a funny sight. Here's this white girl in the back of an auto and her auto driver, swerving through traffic whilst reading the Word at the same time! Only in India!
This week, a friend told me a story of a sick woman he once visited. His friend pleaded with him to visit this woman who had been in the hospital for nine months and would most likely die soon. When he finally went to visit her she asked if she could pr.y for him. He was a bit taken aback (he had come to pr.y for her), but he agreed. After she was finished, he asked if he could pr.y for her, but her reply was "No! But you can pr. for the man in room 100- he has cancer, and the woman in room 101 she has a fever..." and on and on it went like that. "Who are you, ma'am?" he finally asked. She explained that she had become a bel.ever in college and married a Punjabi man who wouldn't let her read the word or meet with other bel.evers and by the grace of g.d, she was able to get sick, come to this hospital and share Him with those in the hospital everyday! Talk about being content in all circumstances. That was a good word that I desperately needed to hear this week.
I pr. that you'll be asking him bold, extraordinary, and specific pr. requests this week and truly believing that he will do it. I pr. that you will be content in whatever circumstances you face this week. Please pr. the same for me :)
Blessings,
C
P.S. This picture has nothing to do with anything. I just wanted to put up a nice picture for you to look at. This was taken at the Lamberton Conservatory in Highland Park, Rochester. Enjoy.